Today was a lousy day for me at work. I was like fighting battles at work. My workload piled up like mad. Aiyo. I was confused with the way to work in my team. Singtel core value include teamwork but I don't think there is teamwork in my team. Haiz.

I was told to go into a meeting room suddenly early in the morning. When I entered the room, "Doctor" and my boss suggested to me to change the BSC which I am taking care of all the while. They kept thinking I cannot cope with my work. Well, lets put it this way, work is manageable only when it comes to working as a team. It is so different from last time. I told my boss it is alright for me to swap BSC, but in the end also status quo. Aiyo, waste my time only.

I don't know what is wrong with me nowadays, I became so hot-tempered in office. I hate to behave in that manner. Am I really under stress? Stress with my work plus rom preparation.
I need to control my temper a bit. My mood is damp lousy. Even after work, I met with dear. My face is still moody-looking. My dear told me to cool down. Forget about work since it is after work liao. He is right. I just need time to cool down.

I did not treat my dear well nowadays also. I threw temper at him and sometime ignore his sms.
I think he must be feeling tired to sms me because I only reply him after a few hours. Today was worse, I totally forget to reply his sms. I was so damp busy in office. I totally neglected my dear. It is definately not easy to be my boyfriend. haha.
Working life is like thateverywhere . I must learn to endure. I wanna be my own boss one day. So I need to endure because I need a job to support my dog, my mum, pay house loan, insurance policies etc.

I must Jia You.

Hope tomorrow is a better day for me.