Now the time is 4.17am. Can't getback to sleep after coming back from Geylang to save my uncle. I can never understand why my uncle started to behave in such manner.

Why can't he behave himself when he is already so old? In this world there are simply many kind of man. I simply don't know my uncle belong to which kind of human. I think I also regret making the trip down to Geylang just now. Haiz.

I need to think of happy things because I am roming soon. haha.

I think I got too much things on my mind. I am still worry about getting married. I think marriage is can be a very simple thing but somehow I am still worried.

A fortune teller told me before that my fiance will have plenty of ladies surrounding him. I will get plenty of headache next time. Well, I simply got no time to think of such things. I need to take care of my health.

Oh ya, I fainted during my body massage session on 24/10/07. I ate too little food which causes me to faint. Next time, I must eat more food to prevent such things from happening.

Time now is 4.38am. I better return to spleep getting tired already.

Today was a lousy day for me at work. I was like fighting battles at work. My workload piled up like mad. Aiyo. I was confused with the way to work in my team. Singtel core value include teamwork but I don't think there is teamwork in my team. Haiz.

I was told to go into a meeting room suddenly early in the morning. When I entered the room, "Doctor" and my boss suggested to me to change the BSC which I am taking care of all the while. They kept thinking I cannot cope with my work. Well, lets put it this way, work is manageable only when it comes to working as a team. It is so different from last time. I told my boss it is alright for me to swap BSC, but in the end also status quo. Aiyo, waste my time only.

I don't know what is wrong with me nowadays, I became so hot-tempered in office. I hate to behave in that manner. Am I really under stress? Stress with my work plus rom preparation.
I need to control my temper a bit. My mood is damp lousy. Even after work, I met with dear. My face is still moody-looking. My dear told me to cool down. Forget about work since it is after work liao. He is right. I just need time to cool down.

I did not treat my dear well nowadays also. I threw temper at him and sometime ignore his sms.
I think he must be feeling tired to sms me because I only reply him after a few hours. Today was worse, I totally forget to reply his sms. I was so damp busy in office. I totally neglected my dear. It is definately not easy to be my boyfriend. haha.
Working life is like thateverywhere . I must learn to endure. I wanna be my own boss one day. So I need to endure because I need a job to support my dog, my mum, pay house loan, insurance policies etc.

I must Jia You.

Hope tomorrow is a better day for me.